From my Journal

January 16, 2007

The fear envelopes my thoughts and lets lose a multitude of negative reasons why I will not succeed. I have to force myself to continue with my studies and art work, both suffering as a direct result of my misgivings, of the need to sabotage what I have worked so hard to accomplish.

To always feel the need to be better, unsatisfied with all that I strive for. The core beliefs of less than, and a pattern which I was oblivious to until now, no more excuses, no more I can’t or I should’s . I must be vigilant in my endeavors and strive to do my best and be positive in my pursuit of acknowledgement from myself and others.